“And I wonder if I ever cross your mind. For me it happens all the time,”
This particular sentence is quoted from a song and it applies very well on me.
Every single time I think about him make me feel like crying. Obviously he was never there besides me and obviously he was never there when I ever needed him.
Well, there’s a problem with a psychotic stalker.
Well, there’s a thing that proves a lot!
He never believes in me and to him I am just a dirty little girl who actually give everybody a nude picture of mine!
Well. Guess what? I don’t even give a damn on what he is going to think about me.
YES!!
This particular sentence is quoted from a song and it applies very well on me.
Every single time I think about him make me feel like crying. Obviously he was never there besides me and obviously he was never there when I ever needed him.
Well, there’s a problem with a psychotic stalker.
Well, there’s a thing that proves a lot!
He never believes in me and to him I am just a dirty little girl who actually give everybody a nude picture of mine!
Well. Guess what? I don’t even give a damn on what he is going to think about me.
YES!!
I do feel so much pain. But what else I can do. Other than pretending that everything is alright?? Kan?
Sume orang nampak “it seem’s like we have no problem and it seems like we are perfect for each other,”
Hey korang korang korang yang meminati diri dia, sile lah jadi lega because, he is perfect enough for me, it’s just I’m not perfect enough for him.
Missing him. But guess what??!?! Since he doesn’t miss me the way I miss him, so I can’t really do anything about it.
Just can keep those feelings to my self.
Sume orang nampak “it seem’s like we have no problem and it seems like we are perfect for each other,”
Hey korang korang korang yang meminati diri dia, sile lah jadi lega because, he is perfect enough for me, it’s just I’m not perfect enough for him.
Missing him. But guess what??!?! Since he doesn’t miss me the way I miss him, so I can’t really do anything about it.
Just can keep those feelings to my self.
Why?? Because well, when aku je yang rindu, then this feeling will be ignored totally by him.
Bukan merungut, it’s just, I have no where to luahkan perasaan. And I don’t really know how to express my feelings verbally.
Well, there’s another he said to me.
“ ayn, aku takkan pernah mintak kau tinggalkan die, and aku takkan pernah mintak kau supaye sayang kan aku macammane kau sayangkan pakwe kau, just biar aku tunggu kau, and jangan larang aku tunggu kau,”
I was like, erk?? What??
Well, dear Another, let put this straight!
Sampai bile? Cari lah peluang untuk buat kau sendiri bahagie. Jangan sebok nak bahagiekan aku tapi kau tak bahagie. Try bukak hati kau keh untuk pompan yang lebih baik. Because kau sangat baek and aku yakin you deserve someone a lot better than me!
The same answer aku dapat dari die, “ aku tetap nak dan akan tunggu kau sampai bile bile,”
Well untuk korang korang korang mungkin rase sweet. Tapi cube korang letak diri korang kat tempat aku. Korang tak rase serbesalah ke?
I’ve already had a boyfriend and I do love him so much! Although all those dirty things he said to me, aku tak kesah. That love still haven’t fade.
When a person said that he is waiting for me and guess what, he has waited for a very long time, aku rase aku jahat gile! Because some part of me can never accept him for more than a friend.
But to him, aku ucapkan terime kasih sangat sangat. Sebab walau macammane pun teruk layanan aku bagi kat kau. Kau still sabar ngan aku. Kau still nak tolong aku bile aku ade crazy stalker.
Aku sayang kau for that!
Bukan merungut, it’s just, I have no where to luahkan perasaan. And I don’t really know how to express my feelings verbally.
Well, there’s another he said to me.
“ ayn, aku takkan pernah mintak kau tinggalkan die, and aku takkan pernah mintak kau supaye sayang kan aku macammane kau sayangkan pakwe kau, just biar aku tunggu kau, and jangan larang aku tunggu kau,”
I was like, erk?? What??
Well, dear Another, let put this straight!
Sampai bile? Cari lah peluang untuk buat kau sendiri bahagie. Jangan sebok nak bahagiekan aku tapi kau tak bahagie. Try bukak hati kau keh untuk pompan yang lebih baik. Because kau sangat baek and aku yakin you deserve someone a lot better than me!
The same answer aku dapat dari die, “ aku tetap nak dan akan tunggu kau sampai bile bile,”
Well untuk korang korang korang mungkin rase sweet. Tapi cube korang letak diri korang kat tempat aku. Korang tak rase serbesalah ke?
I’ve already had a boyfriend and I do love him so much! Although all those dirty things he said to me, aku tak kesah. That love still haven’t fade.
When a person said that he is waiting for me and guess what, he has waited for a very long time, aku rase aku jahat gile! Because some part of me can never accept him for more than a friend.
But to him, aku ucapkan terime kasih sangat sangat. Sebab walau macammane pun teruk layanan aku bagi kat kau. Kau still sabar ngan aku. Kau still nak tolong aku bile aku ade crazy stalker.
Aku sayang kau for that!
About this stalker, korang jangan ingat die ni stalker aku yang biase2 je okeyh. This is a type of stalker that do this stalking for fulltime.
Anyway! To that another person, sekali lagi aku ucapkan terime kasih banyak banyak for always being there for me and help me a lot with stuff. Thanks for your advices and always being there wiping my tears and always say yes whenever I need a helping hand.
To that particular him, that for just being in my heart. Well I do feel sad sometimes and feel hurt, but guess what, I’d rather feel hurt that feel nothing at all. Thanks for all the harsh and crazy thought you have on me. And loads of thanks for just being in my thoughts. Even when I’m with everyone else.
