Sometimes it makes me wonder. Whenever I achieve something. Is it true it’s because of me. Or it is because of other. As I am being confident with myself with my self contribution to my life. Others said. If you stand on your own. You will never even exist. And sometimes it does sound true.
And whenever I get to a certain level. Other would congrate me as for them. It is good achievement. I don’t even know how to react to that because I still envy those who did better. I still don’t feel the satisfaction that others tell me I should have.
I don’t know if this is a good thought or is it bad. But as long as I am not the one who called champion, satisfaction is never a choice. Maybe this is why I’ve never get the title. People say that there’s reason for everything that happen. So I really hope that this time. It’s a good one.